Beep. No Beep.

Things are looking up! I am reading "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower" again and i love this book. I have heard that Chbosky is writing a screenplay for it and i hope that he completes it soon since its been ongoing since 2005. I am taking Spanish again this summer since i didn't pass it during the spring and so i can graduate here in the fall. i just want to be done with school. RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!! i am glad that summer is almost upon us because i love it. the depression the winter brings has overstayed its welcome. in other news, i need a bike. bike rides are a must do this summer.

A State Of Perpetual Motion

I feel at times that I am always wanting more. This isn't necessarily a bad thing I guess but at times I realize its a major character flaw that I have. With this mind set it seems that I am never really content anymore with what I have been offered in life. Its as if something great is happening somewhere else and I feel like I am missing out. I just want to be content. I think this type of thinking is due to the fact that at previous times in my life I thought I was content and completely happy only to have the events and circumstance with people and situations turn out to let me down. I guess at times i was too overly trusting in the "good will" that I thought people had. That people usually are not looking to screw you over, however this is complete ignorance to assume that people are completely good, and I guess in some self retrospect I have play this role in letting other people down. I just want it to stop. Whats in the pass with being offended or hurt doesn't need to determine how I react to current and future situations. So I guess I will start paying more attention to keeping my feet planted where i am but at the same time make sure that I am still moving forward.